"Please note that the first homework has been uploaded. Hope you will enjoy doing it." - how sarcastic, 'Hope you will enjoy doing it'. how are we suppose to enjoy it when we have to do ur hmwk during our break... and have to submit it during our break...

HaiX... still waiting for 10pm to reach. Dun feel like doin anything. Too tired, lazy or sianz to do anything. Like having lesser n lesser time to spend time wif yen they all. So long nv 5 of us go out 2gether le. Last sun can't make it cos hav to do mkt assignment. N also my poly frenz also very long nv meet up le.

Haixx.... so tired now... ytd slept at 2am and woke up at 6am. Later 10pm still have a project discussion online. Tink this is uni life bah... last time byeng also like tt. Dunno y everything clash 2gether this wk. Mon got to send my ans for legal to my grpmates. Tue got mkt assignment and some eng tut due. Both need to submit in the tutorial class which is eng frm 8 - 10. then mkt 10 - 12. And my printer choose this time to spoil. Dunno y the black ink all leak out. Then ytd when i juz wanna to start and finish my mkt assignment, singnet was down... tot it was my wireless probelm or my modemn problem... have been trying to connect to the net for 1hr plus before i can finally connect. Wasted so many time... it's already 10pm by the time the connection was ok. Really quite suay...

Then 2dae late for the eng cls again... stupid jam at clementi area there... have to find another way to go sch for my 8am eng cls. After eng cls have to rush to the computer lab to print my assignment and the pc start up is so slow then make me late for 5min for the mkt. Dunno y all the student always reach early for the cls, not on time but earlier than the tut cls time.

Having more n more mood swing recently and getting more n more emotional. Haha getting more like byeng le haha. Dunno izzit because i tired then i get moody easily. Or maybe i tink too much and always tink about the negative things.

Looking forward to the 1wk break...


Hai~ another thing is that i'm always being chase ard the hse, dun even have a proper space to study. The computer n my study table is connected. So when my bro is using com, i dun hav space to do hmwk. Or when his gf comes, i dun wanna stay in the rm also. Then i have to go to the dinning table to do my hmwk. But i'm the type of person who can't have any noise when i wanna really concentrate in studying and there is always scv drama tempting me. Dun wanna go my ah ma and parents room to do hmwk also. Or sometimes in the evening, i would use the small table is the living rm... but do a while my ah ma need to use the table for dinner... then i have no where to go cos the dinning table is filled also. Still remembered last time went got this workshop... they say that we shld hav a fit study area... why? I 4got the reason already haha.

I tink my blog now would be used as a way for me to complaint abt my uni life haha.

arggghhhh..... so pek chek now.... hai dunno is i suay or wad haiXXXXX. my stat lec cancel n no one told me abt tt. Weather so hot 2dae and i have to walk all the way to tt stupid bus stop so far away frm my hse. Reach there wait for a while i msg wenlin if she got received my msg i send her this morning. Cos i msg her to ask her to help me print my stat lec notes as my hse printer spoil and tink i will reach sch late. Then she reply me 2dae lec cancel.... Haix. Then i check my bag to see if i got bring any which i can do if i reach sch early cos i got another lec frm 4-6. But nothing. cos 2dae only got 4hr lec no break in btw i dun wanna bring so many extra things to sch. Dun wan go sch n waste time at the computer lab surfing website. Cos got a lot of things due nxt tue. So no choice i have to walk back hm. ARGHhh... dunno izzit because the weather so hot make me very angry also. Then i msg one of my frenz tell her no lec she say she noe... sorry nv tell me. Haix. Was so hot and sweaty when i reach my hse. Tinking how come everybody noe but no one tell me. And my stupid printer fault. If it's nt spoil then 2dae i will print notes myself and i would noe lec cancel. One lucky thing is tt i haven't board bus. I tink if i wasn't late for the lec i would have on the bus already.

Haix. Then now i was thinking if i wanna go for the 4 - 6pm lec... which is normally 1hr 40min lec. I have to travel 2hr thru n flo for tt 1 hr plus lec. Cannot dun go cos tt lec always hav to take notes. And because it's a breath module and i take tt alone... i can't borrow notes frm pple, there's nobody i noe there. If i really wanna borrow notes, maybe can borrow frm my tut cls which is fortnightly tut cls. And i also dunno wanna borrow frm who and cannot garantee tt they will lend it to me. Haix. So i think no choice i have to go later.

Cj called me juz now. Maybe i have to learn to be independent. Check everything myself. Now nt like poly got frenz to inform u if cls is cancelled. But can't expect me to check everytime b4 i go to lec rite? Haix and maybe because i like got quite a lot of things to be done by tue then i stress then i angry i like wasting time. (got 1 marketing assignment (15%) due nxt tue).

OK so now i left 30mins to do some stuff b4 i go for my nxt lec. Haixxxxx

Uni started for 3wks already... 1st wk really sianz... tink i still feel sianz now... 1wk lec all go alone so sad, heng no break in btw the lec, if not i have to eat lunch alone. Lucky for the eng tut cls the tutor ask us to interact ard if nt really can't make any frenz. And dunno y for the 1st wk i will feel tired easily after sch and feel tired very early. 2nd wk of sch worry abt tut allocation... can't put same wif frenz cos diff pple wan take diff cls n diff module. And 3rd wk worry abt projects grpmates.

Haix. Dunno izzit i nt interactive/hyper/socialable engh to go to those camp b4 sch starts n the 'O' wk activites therefore now i no frenz to accompany me. But 2nd day of the 'O' wk we already need to bid for modules. So even if we make frenz after tt also no use, cos diff module, diff timetable, also diff tutorials. The most can find someone accompany eat lunch only. Then a yr 4 seniors told me she took the modules alone also cos hard to plan timetable wif frenz too. Even if we make frenz, we may nt get into the same tut grp also cos of the ballating system. Tink the 1st 2 wk of sch i quite stress abt the sch stuff and sometimes i tink i feel lost ( hmm maybe nt really lost.. dunno how to describle also). Haix. Or maybe i tink too much n worry too much things.

Currently only the econs lec n stats tut i dunno wad they are toking abt... can't understand their accent. Think if i wanna continue complaining it will be nv ending...

Miss my poly sch life. Although there may be long hrs of break in btw classes, sometime can be 4 - 5 hrs long, at least there are classmates, friends u really click wif and know each other well to spend the break wif you. Although we always complains abt those breaks, but now i think back... at least i'm not alone to spend the break. There's always Zhen, Maddie, Yana n Jun.

Maybe bcos i was goin into a new environment and i still haven't get use to it and it's juz starting of sch, therefore i tink so much. Hope things will get better. N now in uni think i can't be as slack as in poly last time le... go hm sometimes still have to read txtbk to understand more.

Now every wk still muz go for driving lessons which i really drag to go. Dunno y i getting more n more reluctant to go learn driving. Tink my driving skills still nt good after so many lessons. AND my test is on 2 Oct!! Hope i can pass and get over n done wif the driving lessons. (Got a feeling i got a high possibility of failing the test. Haix) really dun wanna waste $$. And i dunno if my sch stuff will clash wif the test date a nt. Argh so many things to worry abt.